Anyways.. I know I've been out of touch for a while, today I realized something that has really been with me all along. I realized what it really means for me to pray without ceasing. I sat in class with my mind wanting to wander away from the lecture, but the moment I said to God, "Lord, let me focus. You know the plans you have for me and you know what my heart really desires," all of the extra things went away. Even though things are going pretty good for me right now, I have found myself just talking to God. I don't have to wait for something good or bad to happen. I just know that he's the only one who always listens and will send me the guidance I need, and never a moment too soon or too late.